T…………..I am so proud of you! Not worrying of being short now R u? I love your strong spirit. LOL…its funny, its the spirit that ive seen in your Aunt J. I wish there were some way to make this all better. The only thing that keeps me alive somedays is the thought that someday we will be together….Your a great person…never try and be someone your not….you rob others of knowing you…and you attract people that love you for something your not.
N……god..you have grown. If there is one thing I hope for you…is that you know I love you. I love your laugh…and your smile. Im sorry…I know this is all hard for you to understand. I couldnt live this lie anymore…I spent 34 years denying who I am….to myself…and others. Your mother gave me a choice…she said if I moved away …that I wouldnt have any contact with you…and I shouldnt consider myself your father. I had to move…it was a matter of life or death for me. I hope you can someday understand that. I sit here with my father in the ground..dead for the past 25 years. I would rather him have been a transsexual than dead….Again, I dont expect you to understand now. ….i just hope you know your loved…and I will never stop being,
Dad.
D….saw some pics of you from your 6th birthday…..I miss you so much. I misss you hugs….and you sitting on my lap. My heart aches….someday my daughter….we shall see each other…..
This is my living monument to my children. Im not sure how you wandered here….but if your one of my children…I love you. Read on.
This is a place for me to post info and thoughts for my kids….as I cannot see them anymore. My simple crime is being a transsexual….In Indiana I guess that is a strong enough crime to warrant you not to see your own flesh and blood. I have done nothing wrong….and will continue to fight ….
Monument | admin October 21, 2002 | 
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